The girl I was caught up in a year+ ago hurt me deeply and I never shared with her how I felt. I think she wouldn’t have cared, because if she did she wouldn’t have led me on/lied to me/etc. So what would have been the point?
I have been dating a wonderful girl for 6 months and that ended a couple weeks ago. I’ve been dealing with the feelings for 2 weeks now I guess - and last night was sort of the culmination of my grief and I proceeded to write her a letter today. It felt really good to get it all out. I hope she reads it and doesn’t immediately dismiss my feelings. I think I’m having trouble dealing with this one because I don’t feel like I was a part of the equation at all. There are no lessons to learn or ways I will grow from this failed relationship. It’s largely on her and that is upsetting that she couldn’t work through stuff and instead bailed. Regardless, I think it really was important for my own sanity to express it.
1 year ago • Notes